“Forever, Diane. I will love you forever.”
She looked at him. “Michael, think about what you’re saying. You and I will never grow old together. You know that. There is no forever with us.”
“Of course there is,” he said softly. “We aren’t like everybody else, you and I. You know that. We’ll have a different kind of forever.”
He thought. “Three times. My first great love was Theresa Milano. She moved next door to us when I was in the third grade. She was in public school, and I was in Catholic school, but I was determined to make it work. I proposed to her half-way through the fourth grade, but she had become infatuated with a shortstop. She broke my heart. But we stayed friends. She’s an intern now, at Columbia Medical School. I still see her.”
“There was an actress. We dated for about a year. Then I stopped touring and we lived together for six months. All that togetherness was a big mistake.” He sipped more wine. “And then there was a week ago Tuesday.”
The Cool Part of His Pillow by Rodney Ross – C When I browse NetGalley, I search by genre – specifically, romance. So I thought this book was a romance about a guy whose husband has died. But it wasn’t a romance. The book tracks a year in the life of Barry Grooms, from the day before his 45th birthday, to his 45th birthday (the day on which his husband Andy dies) to his 46th birthday. This book is a book about Barry’s journey in grief and him getting to a place where he feels he can move on, at least, when the book ended, I thought that’s where he was supposed to be. I wasn’t 100% sure he was quite there yet. He has other difficulties and tragedies in the year of the book and it brought me to tears a couple of times. But, I’m a romance reader and the reason I persisted with the book was that I thought there would be a romance. Then, after 300 pages of the 330 odd page book, I thought maybe he’d just meet someone at the end and it could be a vaguely hopeful happy ending. But alas. So, I’ve graded it as a romance reader. I would not have chosen to read the book had I known it wasn’t a romance. That’s my reading preference talking and not really a reflection of the book. There are many great non-romance books out there I choose not to read every day, for the same reason. In terms of this book, there were parts of it that were very moving and well written and parts of it that I found confusing, with references I didn’t understand and which were inadequately explained – like I was not in on the joke. The first part of the book, where Barry is snippily describing all his friends and his horrible nicknames for them predisposed me to think he was a bit of a dick actually. I did believe that he and Andy had a strong connection, but truthfully, in the book itself there weren’t many flashbacks which showed me this – mostly the kind of things Barry shares are neutral or negative. But, the real and pervasive grief that Barry suffers shows me that there was more to that relationship and I would have liked to have seen a couple of scenes of very happy times to balance out the other. I’m not sure what I would have graded this had I gone in with only a “gay fiction” tag. Possibly around the same. But, be warned, this is not a romance. There is no HEA, there is no relationship – this is a stroy about Barry getting over the death of his spouse and moving on. But, it did make me cry, so there is that.
Party of Three by Daire St. Denis – see my full review here. This is the one with the TATTOOED PEEN.
One Small Thing by Piper Vaughn and M.J. O’Shea – see my full review here.
Brook Street: Thief by Ava March – C+ The first in Ms. March’s Brook Street Trilogy, Thief follows the story of Lord Benjamin Parker and Cavin Fox. Ben is fairly sure he’s gay but he’s never had sex with a man and wants to give it a go to make sure once and for all. He heads to Clements, a gaming hell, where he’s heard that men of a certain persuasion gather. There, he meets Cavin Fox and is instantly smitten. Cavin is the thief of the title. He lives in the rookeries and has an Oliver Twist/Fagin like relationship with Hale – if he doesn’t bring back sufficient funds, he’s punished. Cavin is also very close to 13 year old Sam, also a protege of Hale’s and has virtually raised him for the past few years. The story is sweet and sexy and enjoyable but I found myself questioning how ‘easy’ it all seemed to be. Cavin is the first man Ben has ever been with. They don’t spend much time together at all before Ben is opening his home, his wallet and anything else he has, to Cavin. Even after Cavin confesses his nefarious past, this doesn’t faze Ben at all. The solution was one I wondered about too – it seemed very unequal to me and I wondered how long it would be satisfactory – or, would Cavin eventually feel like a whore, bound by obligation and the need for a roof over his head rather than true feeling? Perhaps I’m reading too much into this short story. It’s certainly enjoyable but I found it to have a certain fairytale quality to it.
Sharing Hailey by Samantha Anne King – see my full review here.
Hell on Wheels by Julie Ann Walker – see my full review here.
Slow Summer Kisses by Shannon Stacey – see my full review here.
A Novel Seduction by Gwyn Cready – See my full review here.
The Virgin’s Revenge by Dee Tenorio – See my review here.
Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry – B+/A- Full review to come. ETA: here it is.
Fallen from Grace by Laura Leone – B- This is my second male prostitute book. I liked Curio better but this one explores different aspects so they can’t really be directly compared I don’t think apart from the obvious. Sara’s attitudes bothered me from time to time – she was pretty uptight and uncompromising. On the other hand, Ryan wanted to stop being a prostitute so maybe her ultimatum is what he needed. There were things I wish were further explored in the book and I did wonder why Ryan couldn’t just save his money and then leave town and set up somewhere else – surely Catherine doesn’t have an unlimited reach? Those aspects lessened my enjoyment of the story somewhat but I did otherwise like it.
Easy by Tammara Webber – A Excellent book. Full review to come. If you’re not usually a YA reader, don’t let that tag put you off. The main characters are 18/19 and 21/22 and the romance is fully satisfying. I’m not a big YA reader but I’m so glad I went outside what I thought my comfort zone was because it is a great book. And really, apart from the YA tag, not outside my comfort zone at all as it turns out.
ETA: Review is up – here it is.
Holiday Secrets by Jill Sorenson (from Risky Christmas anthology) – C+ Good story but it felt a little rushed, like too much was being fit into the short word count. It had the effect of making it seem a little staccato. I liked the characters though. I think a longer length suits this author better.
Surrender by Pamela Clare – B- The author has recently put out an extended mix of this book but I read the original. It’s one of her earlier books and I think it shows a bit, as her later books are more polished and I think, more tightly plotted. I did like this book and plan on reading the others in the series – the historical setting of the war between the British and the French in America is a fascination for me. Even though Jamie and Clare were at Fort Ticonderoga much later, when I read this book I did think it did put me in mind of the Outlander series. I’m afraid Jamie is the winner in that hero battle for my money. Hands down.
The Convenient Marriage (abridged) by Georgette Heyer, narrated by Richard Armitage – A- A delightful farce about a young woman who persuades the Earl of Rule to take her to wife instead of her older sister (who is in love with another man). There is a wonderful subtext especially from the Earl and Richard Armitage brings it to life. The story dragged a little toward the end when I just wanted Horatia and Marcus to have a conversation and sort it all out but otherwise, I was charmed. In hindsight, I suppose I didn’t really know why the Earl fell in love with Horatia and why (apart from the general – he’s rich, handsome and charming) she fell for him. Perhaps that’s in the unabridged version? In any event: Richard Armitage. Say no more.
Mariana by Susanna Kearsley, narrated by Carolyn Bonnyman – See my full review here.
The Bride by Julie Garwood, narrated by Roslyn Landor – C+ I have a confession to make. This is my first Julie Garwood. I’m actually reading her latest romantic suspense right now and I have a few of her other historicals on my TBR but this is my very first. I have to say that it was enjoyable enough but was a fairly standard “Highlander romance” – it was not enhanced by the narration I’m afraid. Landor is not my favourite narrator. Her heroes all sound really old, stuffy and blustery – she deepens her voice and out comes an old windbag. Adding a Scottish accent actually helped in this case because it muted the old and stuffy and as Alec is full of bluster, it worked better for me. I’ve tried Landor 3 times now. She won an Audie this year for her narration of Susanna Kearsley’s The Winter Sea so she has plenty of fans. I wouldn’t not listen to a book because she was the narrator – probably. But there’d be a definite hesitation.
I’d do anything to keep her out of that place, even subject her to the evil machinations of Emperor Palpati—oh, seriously. I’m gonna kill Dusty. I should not know that.
I’d always been able to recognize beauty, but I’d never been moved by it.
Not until Rue.